In Sickness & In Health

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released September 1, 2015

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Track Name: Chaos Reigns In A Life Of Desire
All of my life,
Crippling anxiety,
Nothing but grief

Looking down on a withered soul,
Attempt to profit on what cannot be sold,
A bitter patient who isn't sick,
Chaos reigns, there is no sin,

Life is bleak,
Life is piss,
The fox and the deer,
The crows will feast,
The fox and the deer,
Life is insanity,

With a noose around her neck,
You won't tame her,
You'll only destroy her,

Looking down on a withered soul,
Attempt to profit on what cannot be sold,
A bitter patient who isn't sick,
Chaos reigns, there is no sin,

When you live a life of desire,
You will only feel suffering,
When you live a life of desire,
Chaos reigns
Chaos fucking reigns,
Track Name: Staring At The Sun, Lying With The Deceased
Worthless piece of human flesh,
I feel nothing but shit,
Empty vessel, broken soul,
Daydreaming of the deep six,

Staring at the sun,
Waiting for a day that never comes,

A path to my left,
and a path to my right,
Is it a force that makes me choose,
Between a choice of death,
And a choice of life,
No matter what I fucking lose,

No hope for a wilted man,
Losing faith in humanity,
Feeling like I've lost my mind
I'm slave to insanity,

Staring at the sun,
Waiting for a day that never comes,

Deadpan attitude
I'm so fucking jaded,
I'm so sick of living in this place,
I'm so sick of looking at your face,
It's as if I won't ever feel peace,
Until I'm lying with the deceased,
Staring at the sun,
Track Name: The Hopeless Romantic Is Gracefully Frantic
There is nothing as pathetic,
As the begging for your love,
Staring cold faced out the window,
Begging to be taken from above,
Keeping tabs on the pointless,
Counting every action,
Just waiting for anything,
Just give me a reaction,

Nothing but a charity case,
I'm so god damn washed up,

Nothing but a charity case,
Gracefully washed,
Nothing but a charity case,
Tastefully caught up,

There is nothing as weak,
As the pleading for your acceptance,
Bent over in shame,
Physical tole of rejection,
Attention to detail,
The smallest things now problems,
Looking for everything,
Arguments just to have them,

Tell me you love me,
Tell me you need me,
I'm begging, I'm pleading,
O God, Tell me you need me,

Tell me you need me,
Track Name: You Can Find Me Nine Levels Down
I don't want this anymore,
No more of this torturing,
When will the suffering end,
I can't take this anymore,
No more of this life I live,
When will the suffering end,

My will to climb is dying,
What the fuck is the point in trying,
Nothing seems quite like what it used to be
No one seems quite like how they were to me,

I don't want this anymore,
No more of this torturing,
When will the suffering end,
I can't take this anymore,
No more of this life I live,
When will the suffering end,

When it seems you're at the end of the tunnel,
Don't ask me for help,
Because I'm already gone,
I gave up long ago,
You can find me in the well,
Nine levels down,

I gave up long ago,
I gave up this life,
But you can find me in the well,
Nine levels down,
I gave up long ago,
You can find me in the well,
Nine levels down,
Track Name: There Is A Certain Kind Of Beauty
There is a certain kind,
Of beauty in destruction,
And there is wonder,
In sickness and in health,

Why do we all demand perfection,
Why do we all expect the best,

There is a certain kind,
Of beauty in destruction,
And there is wonder,
In sickness and in health,
Track Name: The World's Twisted Fetish For Misery And Anger
So angry and ignorant,
How does anyone manage to live,
Pissing on what the universe gave them,
Spitting up while on their backs,

Judging the world around them,
By the colors and the shapes,
Too caught up in their own shit,
To smell the roses,

Everyone's a critic,
Everyone's an expert,
Judging with haste,
Everyone's a critic,
Everyone's an expert,
Speaking with hate,

A fetish for animosity,
The world is so sick and twisted,
Attracted to misery and war,
Famine and destruction,